Life: What we experience as Humans in our Daily lives

I was inspired to write before a Leadership on the 17 of March 2012 (Saturday)

 It’s easy to look at problems around you and drown in pool of pity or throw yourself an extravagant pity party with you being the guest of honour, host and only guest. If you look ahead and see the finish line, you are looking at the bigger picture.

I use to feel like no one understood me but then I realised no one will understand its creation other than creator himself.

I used to spend times in my room, thinking I was all alone but I never knew the Holy Spirit was right beside me. When I prayed you answered me Lord. When two and three are gathered, there you are in their midst.

I used to look back at the past and think “What was I thinking?

Did I have Amnesia that I could not differentiate right from wrong” but I should have asked myself “What did I learn? How wise has my mistakes from the past made me?”

During difficult moments I would question asking Why me? Why now? Why not someone else? But I failed to ask Why not? Send me; Use me, And Fill Me!

In my availability God the impossible by transforming my inability into an ability because>>>>>>>

I should have been rejoicing in my trials (James 1)

Because>>>>>>>

I am being refined and tested (Zachariah 13)

Because>>>>>>>

Testing produces a perfect product

Because>>>>>>>

Refining removed my dross and now I’m Gold

Because>>>>>>>

Each pain I encountered moulded me into who I am today

EVEN THOUGH I’m not perfect GOD still USED ME

EVEN THOUGH I am still a sinner. The HOLY SPIRIT still intervened on my behalf

I may not be perfect BUT JESUS thought I was to die for

Jehova my all in all is always there no matter what situation even When I.....

When I am ashamed of circumstances around me. You are the Lifter of my Head.

When I look around me Lord I see your love, agape Love

When I look inside me I see your hope to Pick myself and continue this Journey

When I have you in my life Lord, I have no fear but Faith and I believe in you

In the midst of Turmoil you are Jehova Shalom, My Peace

When things seem to not go my way I know your ways are higher than mine even as the Heavens higher than the and your timing is perfect.

 

When I am weak you are my perfect Strength.

When I weep and wonder why I have been hurt so badly.

 

When I look at my Life

 I see your Plan

I see your Purpose

I see my Destiny

A written entry on a reflection of my day

Date: 14 December 2011

Day: Wednesday, Afternoon

Climate: Dull yet Humid

Emotions: confusion and Deep thoughts

 It’s been years since I have written anything down with regards to my thoughts, feelings, and inspirations of theories. When I say years, I mean since high School that is. Maybe it is because of the Globalization and the introduction of blackberry’s which I had to switch off due to distractions and another is my Mother who swings the door open with just one touch. I also have to admit my very untidy writings that I, myself fail to interpret #crazy# I know, thankfully Love Letter days are over. I would never be able to get my message across.

Just a few of my thoughts: They feel so Random, I am a random person after all (Note my Introduction) but maybe after putting it down to paper I will begin to make sense. I feel like an authoress of some sort. One Who will one day change live through Christ Jesus.

Before I get carries away.

My Thoughts:

As I look at my ceiling. It is so relaxing at first as I lay on my bed then it gets boring after a while. I don’t how a Christian can get so comfortable with his/ her relationship with Jesus. What I mean is, looking at my ceiling in comparison with clouds, sun, birds and aeroplanes during the day or stars and Moon at night. The ceiling is so limited yet we get so comfortable (Bed).

Don’t you want more, more love, more glory, more discernment, MORE, than just a ceiling, a light Bulb.

My Life:

There are many rounds in a wrestling match or boxing match. I am literarily (catch my drift) writing to you as in in one of my rounds. Only faith can help me get up every time I fall Down.

Looking at your opponent running towards you and trying to react according to his tactics which you have no knowledge off. God knows his tactics, yhe ALL KNOWING GOD. YAWEH, the I AM. He will guide you because we are fighting a winning battle.

Don't Just

 

Don’t Just Leap, Quantum Leap

Don’t Just Shout, Scream until you cannot utter a word

Don’t just be happy, rejoice as if God has granted you a second chance

Don’t just like, Love with every Part of your being

Don’t just live life, live like there’s no tomorrow

Don’t Just hum, sing like a nightingale

Don’t just stand there, go out into the World

Don’t just smile, laugh out loud

Don’t just visit, Explore

Don’t just keep, guard

Don’t just try, give your very best

Don’t just dream, make it a reality

Intimacy with Our Creator: Acknowledge Gods love for you and embrace it

At a function or walking in public place you come across various different types of people. some of which are couples and you notice the couples which just had a fight and those couples that are madly inlove with each other. You do not need to know theses couples personally or overhear a conversation to see whether they are friends, relatives or just had a fight because its really quiet evident.

How? you might ask. the answer is quiet simple as it is quiet evident. Think about all the times you entered a shop and saw a male madly inlove with a girl yet she displayed feelings of no interest what so ever. You felt real bad for him beacuse you expected her to feel the same way about him.

What if you where that person. you probably thinking No, you can not be the female who is blinded by the love her friend, partner or boyfriend has for her. you felt sympathy, maybe even empathy for that Guy yet you yourself is not taking the Love God has for you seriously. all because you are blinded by it, all because you choose to focus on other things rather than the agape Love God has for you. if I made you think all about your LOVE RELATIONSHIP WITH OUR CREATOR then ask yourself if you acknowledge GOD. If you begin to feel guilty, remember that is not going to change the situation by jus feeling guilty, there should be change. When there is no action put forth. you see, i can put forth all types of theories, great ideas and interesting facts but if theres nothing done then im Equivalent to a hypocrite. OUCH? did i hurt you. i had no intention my dear friend, if you think you are hurt, imagine how u break Gods heart by not even looking at him.

the good news is its never to late. God loves you so much he would even take you back and he wants you to know he has forgiven you. Shocking?
 i know but that my friend is jusat the beginning. He sent his only begotten so to die for you John 3V16.

God longs to hold you in his arms as he whispers into your ears, telling you how much you mean to him. as God holds you so close to him that you can hear the rythm of his heart beat, you begin to realise that you are his heart beat. you dance together gracefully, slowly and God looks you in the eye and his eyes twinkle like the bright stars. 

What a picture, What a feeling. No words can describe that moment. Make the choice to embrace the love God has for you. Do not be like the female that lacks interest and focus.