I was inspired to write before a Leadership on the 17 of March 2012 (Saturday)
It’s easy to look at problems around you and drown in pool of pity or throw yourself an extravagant pity party with you being the guest of honour, host and only guest. If you look ahead and see the finish line, you are looking at the bigger picture.
I use to feel like no one understood me but then I realised no one will understand its creation other than creator himself.
I used to spend times in my room, thinking I was all alone but I never knew the Holy Spirit was right beside me. When I prayed you answered me Lord. When two and three are gathered, there you are in their midst.
Did I have Amnesia that I could not differentiate right from wrong” but I should have asked myself “What did I learn? How wise has my mistakes from the past made me?”
During difficult moments I would question asking Why me? Why now? Why not someone else? But I failed to ask Why not? Send me; Use me, And Fill Me!
In my availability God the impossible by transforming my inability into an ability because>>>>>>>
I should have been rejoicing in my trials (James 1)
Because>>>>>>>
I am being refined and tested (Zachariah 13)
Because>>>>>>>
Testing produces a perfect product
Because>>>>>>>
Refining removed my dross and now I’m Gold
Because>>>>>>>
Each pain I encountered moulded me into who I am today
EVEN THOUGH I’m not perfect GOD still USED ME
EVEN THOUGH I am still a sinner. The HOLY SPIRIT still intervened on my behalf
I may not be perfect BUT JESUS thought I was to die for
