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Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

Video Games: Every Dimension and level is different from the previous


Everyone enjoys playing games and I am well aware there are many types and kinds of games exist around the Globe. Games for fun, educational games, religious games, quiz games, board games, card games, mobile games, computer games and even play station games. Many children including adults love playing games on computers and play stations. It is quiet addictive I have discovered. Rules of games differ greatly but what is the single aim of playing game?
To some it is to have fun, unfortunately this isn’t the case with me, winning is a must. I get so disappointed when I lose a game. If you could only see my face, Oh my word! I sulk so much to a point my friends will tell me“it’s just a game” but to me it was more than a game. I wanted to win, to be on top.
Am dealing with my ridiculous behavior as we speak or as you read(Smirk).
Moving further>>>>>>>>>>>>>
In order to get to a winning position. One must climb to the top of a ladder. I am not saying all games have ladder but one does come to mind. Snakes and ladders?
Did you think of that one too?
There are different dimensions to games. Each dimension as you make your way up consists of different components that are harder than the previous Level/dimension.
It has to be harder,
Howyou expect a game to be so easy at each and every level.
What will we belearning if it was?
Where’s the challenge?
If you answered NO! ……………..         
You say you do not want a challenge?Then go play with a child. Play with an individual/s half your age because you don’t want a challenge. You want everything served on a silver platter and you expect to be fed.
That behavior of yours is not going to take you anywhere in life.
How are you going to be wise?

The significance of what goes on in the Games
Free lives- are what you gain when you are smart enough and find hidden places. It Is another chances to win, to go on and conquer the game.
It is God saying. NO my child, your time is not now. Go on, live life or saying you are forgiven. Here is another chance to try again.
Enemies-There has to be an opponent or bad guys who chase after you trying to not injure BUT kill you so you will not move to the next dimension...
In life obstacles and distractions are ways to bring you down the ladder or to make you start previous levels again or at the beginning of a game. It is rather frustrating but hey, looks at the brighter side. You get to be more cautious so you ensure the same mistakes will not be repeated.
Powers- looking at your enemy they each have different types of powers and you fight back with powers too. The difference is your enemy has demonic powers from the Devil but we have supernatural and Glorious powers from God. We are not seen to be bad guys. We are seen to be GOOD GUYS. We go in with no fear but faith.
Aim- every game has an aim of winning. New dimensions consist of different levels but there are times you are smart enough to unlock some port hole which cater poles you to the next dimension...  you are over the moon and you are flying so high because you thought you had to go through the whole process but you quantum leaped.. In some games the aim is to save a life. You are a warrior, secret agent, a hero or someone with an elevated position.
Speed- momentum helps a great deal when escaping your enemies, finding refuge and fighting your enemies to. When you are slow, progression is slow too and when you are slow it’s easy for the enemy to catch up with you.
Weapons-
A range of various weapons different from what our enemies use.
Ever wondered why?
We fight on different sides. We are of different bloodline and peculiar sort of people. Basically, we move with spiritual weapons to affect natural battles. That is how we operate.



Wednesday, 23 May 2012

From the dark valleys to the mountain tops of Zion


God is amazing me more and more by these posts. God is confirming my post through my Spiritual Daddy, Pastor Trevor Dolan’s word ministered any time or through status messages. These blog posts are THE NOW WORD. Read with an open mind.
                                                                                                                     
Valley and mountains represent contrasting positions physical and spiritually.
Valleys
Mountains
Lower than Mountains
Higher than Valleys
Some of the Examples in the Bible are Valley of Becca meaning weeping. Valley of Dry Bones
Some of the Examples in the bible are Mount Hebron which represents Covenant and Mount Zion which David built his Kingdom on.
Is low moments in life and speaks of up and down
Elevated moments in life and speaks of heights.
No Progress
Progress
Insight and foresight limited because all around you are the same as where you stand
Insight and foresight is unlimited because you stand on the mountain and overlook the environment in front of you
Mice and chickens (Pastor ministered on chickens in the valley)
Eagles found on mountain’s
Narrow floors
Enough room-Rehoboth means make room
Below
above


Valleys
The definition of a valley is a HOLLOW surface or DEPRESSION with predominant extent in one direction. The word depression is a rather interesting pun I would think. In a valley position your spirit is lowered due to disruptive, disappointing, devastating, depressive moments, I would love to put a name tag on it called 4D. This is no 4D baby scan.
You are empty (hollow) like those white sugar coated Easter eggs. It is easier to crush a hollow object than a solid one. You are at a vulnerable state, a wounded prey.
Valleys have different shapes like V, U or flat shaped. You rather walk in circles if you decide to get comfortable in a valley position. A flat shaped valley reminds me of Social Science lesson in intermediate phases and learning about Christopher Columbus. Every one made speculation Earth is made flat and if one had to keep traveling maybe north they would fall off the face of the Earth
And end up where? Mina Angaas
Christopher Columbus wanted to see for himself and he sailed on a ship and found new places. New people, new environments but he had to be brave and go against what others were saying.
What are others saying about you?
What are people saying about you through body language, gossip, words?
Are their actions tarnishing your shine?
Are you affected by it?
If my dried up salty tears could flow back into my eyes and tell you  stories  of how they were formed, how people have defined me. Never forget your identity is found in Christ. It is more difficult, note the “D”.  When close family members or loved ones are the ones which poke at your character. Through what you are experiencing in the valley, never forget to praise God through it all. Do not run to God only when there is trouble. Some people say to me they want to ask a favour, without hesitating I ask them “What is wrong hun” knowing there must be something wrong and might need prayer. They tell me what is wrong and I pray for them. I guaranty if I call them for a prayer meeting or visit their church. They will not be there.
 WHY? You only know God when you choose to. You not are sitting in a WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE SHOW.
  Call a friend?
I got three friends to call, God, frank, Fathima. I can call God because I know he will know have the answer. You calling God because you know he is only person who will help in a tight position. After you win the money, you are asked what you are going to do and you say I am going to go out with Fathima and Frank.  Where is God in this Equation?
 Things are all rosy so I do not need God you think.
Look at my complete profile and search for a question I ask all people who read my profile.
I know you are too lazy to read it or might forget so here it is (A portion of it)
Are you an EMERGENCY CHRISTIAN? Only when you need God

REMEMBER:
Psalms  23 V 4
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death, I will Fear no evil, for you are with me, your staff and rod they comfort me.
Analysis: I have no fear but faith because Emmanuel, God with us is with me. When there is fear and doubt the Holy Spirit comforts us.



Mountains




The mountains are rocky material. Christ is my rock and my sure foundations. The air is different on the mountain top. You are on higher altitudes. Eagles are found on mountain tops. When you are on the mountain top you have a choice to look down on people or help them realize they are not progressing.  You feel different on the mountain because you are surrounded by a different an environment. Make a covenant on the mountain top, Hebron. Build on the rock of your home, mount Zion. Mount Zion represents a place of intimacy with God. Shout out from the mountain tops and blow the trumpet. Moses went up to Mount Sinai where he received the ten commandments of the Lord. Instruction is therefore given on the mountain tops. David took the Ark of the Covenant to the mountain top and built his kingdom on Mount Zion so he could oversee the people and pass laws and decrees there. A Tsunami hit Indonesia a few years ago and you find people where wondering what is going on because all these animal life seemed to be heading towards the mountain. A few people realized something was drastically wrong and decided to move to the mountains for safety. When they final got to the mountain they saw the waters cover buildings and the entire sea shore was converted into an ocean bed. On the mountain you have insight and foresight that is advance and will edify and save you and people around you.

Moving from A Valley to A mountain


1.   Make up your mind to move from a valley to the mountain.

2.   Do not make a fire and build a tent in the valley. These are signs of getting comfortable.
3.   Leave your burdens at the foot of the mountain which represents the feet of Jesus.
4.   Do not let the rivers fool you because they are the rivers of depression and pool of pity.
5.   Faith will be your wings when you mount up on wings like eagles and soar towards the mountains.
6.   Mice are on the ground and are eaten by flying eagles. You want to be the eater or eaten, predator prey. I do not feel edible at this point, thank you.
7.   Do not think climbing the mountain takes too long or too much of effort to climb and then make your OWN mind up to take an alternative route. Lot took an alternative route instead of the mountains (Ministered by Pastor on the 13th and 20th of May-Kainos Covenant Community_Chatsworth). Lot never listen to the Angel of God and took an alternative route to Zoar found in Genesis 19 V 22 which means small and insignificant. 
8.   Looking at the mountain is not going to help you climb it when you at the foot of the mountain. Looking at the top will help you climb that mountain.
9.   Let us climb this mountain so we can visit someone I know well who lives there. The God most high.
10.               In the mountain you are closer to the sun, yes the son of God.
11.               There is rest on the mountain top.
12.               There is no being boxed in like in the valleys but there is enough room on the mountains so you are free and not restricted.
13.               God has prepared a table for you to dine with you
14.               Standing on the mountain you can see those who are down in the valleys. Help them come up to the mountain top.
15.               There is no more sadness and tears or dryness but Joy, no lack, living water.
16.                        In impartation on 22nd may Christopher Pillay made an important point, he said, you either choose Zoar or to Soar. Funny statement but serious statement.




Thursday, 3 May 2012

Part 3 :Bridges

Physically:
 There are bridges we drive on and bridges we cross to get from one area to another. Bridges remind me of how scary it was crossing a bridge at Croc world where hungry man eating crocodiles lingered below. I went in high School (Welbedene Secondary School) must have been in grade ten. My colleagues so excited to cross a bridge they all rushed at once and we exceeded the maximum number of people on the bridge. The fear that gripped me when I am afraid of heights and to look down to see these Crocodiles circling beneath you waiting for you to be their extra meal for the day.

Spiritually:
In life we are sometimes fooled by crossing a bridge and expecting better but we receive less. In life we need to know which bridges to burn and which bridges to cross.
 I Remember holding on so tightly to the ropes on one side. I felt if I hold on tightly it would be safer for me if the bridge snapped.


 Thankfully we had no problems with the wooden bridge snapping and a Man (White-Not being racist or bias to any social groups {giggling}) came in and helped us get to safe ground.
 How many times in your life has the burdens of life came in and put pressure on your bridge?
How many times have you felt your whole life collapsing down?
How many times have you felt Scavengers waiting for you to die or slip up so they can devour you and rip you apart?
How many times have you held on so tightly, expecting the worst to occur any moment now?
BUT
HOW MANY TIMES DID JESUS COME THROUGH FOR YOU?
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU HELD ON SO TIGHTLY TO THE ROPE BUT THEN REALIZED IT WAS THE SAVIOURS NAIL SCARED HANDS?

Friday, 16 March 2012

Jehova my all in all is always there no matter what situation even When I.....

When I am ashamed of circumstances around me. You are the Lifter of my Head.
When I look around me Lord I see your love, agape Love
When I look inside me I see your hope to Pick myself and continue this Journey
When I have you in my life Lord, I have no fear but Faith and I believe in you
In the midst of Turmoil you are Jehova Shalom, My Peace
When things seem to not go my way I know your ways are higher than mine even as the Heavens higher than the and your timing is perfect.
 










When I am weak you are my perfect Strength.





 
When I look at my Life
 I see your Plan
I see your Purpose
I see my Destiny