A written reflection on my thoughts and life in December 2011

24^th December 2011

My hand is so sore, each time I bent my wrist it was even sore. This inspired me, weird you might think because how can pain inspire someone. Many people get inspired by pain and through suffering people like David who wrote the psalms, Job and Victor Frankyl, held a prisoner in the Nazi concentration camp by Adolf Hitler. Victor Frankyl discovered some of the greatest theories through his suffering.

 

When we are walking tall all the time we are perfectly fine because we have adapted to an upright position  but when our backbone has been bent or broken it then becomes very difficult for you to stand up straight again and when you are bent over again it hurts even more. Like Salt in your wounds or you unintentionally biting your lips and you do it again but deeper. It hurts so bad but so what when it heals you appreciate you being healed.

28^th December 2011

When it comes to the last three months of the year I generally reflect on the year. Being so grateful to God for his favour and also looking at my mistakes and thinking was I insane or what, okay maybe a little insane (Laughing). I begin to get upset and I remind myself “I AM HUMAN”. Is this my excuse or my reason every time I sin?

 

I know no one is perfect but God and I know the flesh can cause you to sin if you allow it to. The flesh must decrease in order for the Spirit man to increase. The factors which increase the Spirit is reading you book of instructions, praying more for others than your own needs, worshiping in Gods throne (Throne room Worship) which equals to an intimate relationship with the Trinity (Father, Son and Holy Spirit).

Intimacy with Our Creator: Acknowledge Gods love for you and embrace it

At a function or walking in public place you come across various different types of people. some of which are couples and you notice the couples which just had a fight and those couples that are madly inlove with each other. You do not need to know theses couples personally or overhear a conversation to see whether they are friends, relatives or just had a fight because its really quiet evident.

How? you might ask. the answer is quiet simple as it is quiet evident. Think about all the times you entered a shop and saw a male madly inlove with a girl yet she displayed feelings of no interest what so ever. You felt real bad for him beacuse you expected her to feel the same way about him.

What if you where that person. you probably thinking No, you can not be the female who is blinded by the love her friend, partner or boyfriend has for her. you felt sympathy, maybe even empathy for that Guy yet you yourself is not taking the Love God has for you seriously. all because you are blinded by it, all because you choose to focus on other things rather than the agape Love God has for you. if I made you think all about your LOVE RELATIONSHIP WITH OUR CREATOR then ask yourself if you acknowledge GOD. If you begin to feel guilty, remember that is not going to change the situation by jus feeling guilty, there should be change. When there is no action put forth. you see, i can put forth all types of theories, great ideas and interesting facts but if theres nothing done then im Equivalent to a hypocrite. OUCH? did i hurt you. i had no intention my dear friend, if you think you are hurt, imagine how u break Gods heart by not even looking at him.

the good news is its never to late. God loves you so much he would even take you back and he wants you to know he has forgiven you. Shocking?
 i know but that my friend is jusat the beginning. He sent his only begotten so to die for you John 3V16.

God longs to hold you in his arms as he whispers into your ears, telling you how much you mean to him. as God holds you so close to him that you can hear the rythm of his heart beat, you begin to realise that you are his heart beat. you dance together gracefully, slowly and God looks you in the eye and his eyes twinkle like the bright stars. 

What a picture, What a feeling. No words can describe that moment. Make the choice to embrace the love God has for you. Do not be like the female that lacks interest and focus.