A written reflection on my thoughts and life in December 2011

24^th December 2011

My hand is so sore, each time I bent my wrist it was even sore. This inspired me, weird you might think because how can pain inspire someone. Many people get inspired by pain and through suffering people like David who wrote the psalms, Job and Victor Frankyl, held a prisoner in the Nazi concentration camp by Adolf Hitler. Victor Frankyl discovered some of the greatest theories through his suffering.

 

When we are walking tall all the time we are perfectly fine because we have adapted to an upright position  but when our backbone has been bent or broken it then becomes very difficult for you to stand up straight again and when you are bent over again it hurts even more. Like Salt in your wounds or you unintentionally biting your lips and you do it again but deeper. It hurts so bad but so what when it heals you appreciate you being healed.

28^th December 2011

When it comes to the last three months of the year I generally reflect on the year. Being so grateful to God for his favour and also looking at my mistakes and thinking was I insane or what, okay maybe a little insane (Laughing). I begin to get upset and I remind myself “I AM HUMAN”. Is this my excuse or my reason every time I sin?

 

I know no one is perfect but God and I know the flesh can cause you to sin if you allow it to. The flesh must decrease in order for the Spirit man to increase. The factors which increase the Spirit is reading you book of instructions, praying more for others than your own needs, worshiping in Gods throne (Throne room Worship) which equals to an intimate relationship with the Trinity (Father, Son and Holy Spirit).

Jehova my all in all is always there no matter what situation even When I.....

When I am ashamed of circumstances around me. You are the Lifter of my Head.

When I look around me Lord I see your love, agape Love

When I look inside me I see your hope to Pick myself and continue this Journey

When I have you in my life Lord, I have no fear but Faith and I believe in you

In the midst of Turmoil you are Jehova Shalom, My Peace

When things seem to not go my way I know your ways are higher than mine even as the Heavens higher than the and your timing is perfect.

 

When I am weak you are my perfect Strength.

When I weep and wonder why I have been hurt so badly.

 

When I look at my Life

 I see your Plan

I see your Purpose

I see my Destiny